Track Name: Bizarre Love Triangle
Every time I think of you
I get a shock right through unto a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine it's just a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
Cause that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say
Can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Track Name: Brooklyn 3am
i feel insane i cant stop writin
even crazier for fightin what must be said
this pencil feels like lead
and everybody’s dead asleep tnite cept me
i scribble so impatiently — the keys rest upon my knees
and i need somethin i need some sorta recipe
i need somethin i need someone to rescue me, to set me free
to take me places i ought to be
and i was just about to fall for u
but i stopped myself in the middle of my longin
bc i kno it isnt true
it’s just the alcohol thats talkin and i keep on responding too
the sky above dark blue where im wishin on stars i never knew
and im wondrin how people i grew up with could grow up into
people i wish i never ever knew
Track Name: Dream A Little Dream Of Me
Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm yearning to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm yearning to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me
Track Name: Drinking As Religion
After all this useless fighting, after all our schemes
We could sense a final battle and started picking teams
Due to lack of good direction, i fell in with thieves
And took to drinking as religion and landed on my knees
Truth that starts as understanding finds you in the night
And circles all around the ceiling a frightened bird in flight
After spending hours beneath it, everything comes clear
Truth will pose no danger to you, what hunts you both is fear
Somewhere in our everafter telephones still ring
Somewhere in future journals, love still means something
I have learned a mighty lesson from this change of plans
Loss is brutal, i can't stand it, i wonder how you can
And all the while there's dogs a-barking
Streets are parking out my window
Out the light and the snow is flaking, hearts are breaking
Words are making a mess out of these
Thoughts i'm thinking, boats keep sinking
It's drown or keep drinking
And if this darkness came from light
Then light can come from darkness i guess
If this darkness came from light
Then light can come from darkness i guess
Track Name: The Unsacred Hearts with Jaymay - Dutch Shoes
i got dutch shoes
all i told were two dreams
all i do is scream!

i dont want the young mother thing
i want some other thing
just give me and my blues —
i’m really depressed no really i am

yeah my dutch shoes
so confused
black patent leather

no suede blues
i can’t choose between right and wrong
but i’ll fight you with all my might

i just keep moving in my fog
i got no job

i just got robbed
somebody stole my dutch shoe
Track Name: E.F.F.
tender bare feet remember gravel n stone
tend to feel it more when one is feelin alone
u got a bone to pick with me i wish u were stickin w me
but if u wanna go just say so . . . so.

never seen a sky without feelin alive
touch it all the time without battin an eye
if the fear of flyin gets em
the thought of dyin lets em
and if u wanna go just say so . . . so.

cause anyway u look at it we’re losin
i hate to be a drag n i hate to be confusin
so if u wanna go just say so . . . so.

tender bare feet remember grabbin a stone
tend to feel it most when one is feelin alone
u got a bone to pick with me i wish u were stickin w me
but if u wanna go just say so . . . so.

never known a sky without feelin alive
touch it all the time without battin an eye
if the fear of dyin gets u
the thought of flyin lets u
and if u wanna go just say so . . . so.

cause anyway u look at it we’re losin
i hate to be a drag n i hate to be confusin
so if u wanna go just say so . . . so.
Track Name: Have To Tell You
i have to tell u i love u my love
i have to get all these words off my chest
i kno this worlds a fool for lovers
oh but my love u aint nothin like the rest

im willin to chance every cent on my love
im willin to throw reservations away
im willin to dance any waltz with my love
im here to hear all that u have to say

n theres no shame that could keep me from u
tho im so scared im never scared enough
i dont care i dont care whatever i have to do
theres only u and u r love

my loves a harp strim-strummin on my heart
strummin the song i must hear again
my love could mend what tumbles my love could mend what crumbles
my love begins where other lovers end

i never knew the strength of touch
it’s not like knowin right from wrong
cause u think u kno love, u think u kno love, u think u kno love, u think u kno it . . .
until love walks into our arms
Track Name: Hemlock Tree
darlin won’t you come with me
deep inside the hemlock tree
tnite i wanna be with you darlin it’s true
you are my favorite one
you’re the stars and you’re the sun
whenever i look in the skies
i see your eyes
and they are such lovely things
don’t be shy i know that you have wings
because i’ve seen you fly
oh darlin i would die for you
it’s true darlin it’s true
Track Name: How To Sleigh A Reindeer
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you dont know what it's like working for santa claus
have you ever closely examined the poor little reindeer paws
have you ever gone to the northpole and seen the factory life
have you ever interviewed mrs claus (aka wife)
you dont know what it's like working for santa claus

you don't know what it's like filling up candy jars
the tedium of index and thumb on gum
leaves some with mental scars
and no job is ever as sweet as it sounds
the belt in his hand proves he's mean all around 
and you dont know what it's like working for santa claus

santa has one clause and this is it:
once one is hired one may never quit.
santa takes the joy out of christmas
to be fired, to be fired's at the top of my wish . . . list . . .

no matter what the season whether snow falls freezin or thaws
the sound of no laughing, drill bits, hammers and saws
while visions of sugarplums dance in your head
im lucky if in three days mine touches a bed
and you dont know what it's like working for santa claus  

the rose in his cheeks; a rouge for his flaws
a muzzle for dominick the donkey (hee-haw!)
oh christmas is cool, i know i work for a good cause
it's just i cant stand santa claus
Track Name: Not Your Fault
* watch me perform this song live: https://youtu.be/3ybwUvv8yQY

* watch me fiddle with this song in a guitar shop in london: https://youtu.be/jemRKqNKAiQ

* watch the official/meditative video for this song: https://youtu.be/HtiYWZdEVSI

It's not your fault, not your fault
You were born you were already
Doomed from day one
You were done

With your hand on my mouth
And the windowshade drawn
You were wrong
I know what counts

Wear your glasses any way you want
Hide in a cave
But you'll never behave
This is the feeling that haunts you

There's a place where you go
You deny it
I know - you are nervous
I know you are new

And for reasons at last
I have come to rely
On churches I pass
Remindin' you to

Wear your glasses any way you want
Hide in a cave
But you'll never behave
This is the feeling that haunts you

Runaway Andy!
The night is your own to take home
Lightnin' strikin' the lunatic
Till he's gone

And it's not your fault
Not your fault
You were born

Not your fault
Not your fault
You were born

It's not your fault, not your fault
You were born
You were already doomed from day one
You were done

With your hand on my mouth
And the windowshade drawn
You were wrong
I know what counts

Wear your glasses any way you want
You can hide in a cave
But you'll never behave
This is the feeling that haunts you
Track Name: Summertime Is Where It’s At
so we’re sittin in our tree
k-i-s-s-i-n-g
our feet r danglin like branches
we’re toe-touchin all the sea

n this is summertime
summertime is where it’s at
this is summertime
did u bring a mit
did u bring yr baseball bat

da da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da da da

saw u sittin next to me

french fry n kfc

sayin will u marry me?
maybe, baby.

cause this is summertime
summertime is where it’s at
this is summertime
did u bring a rhyme
did u bring a book
did u bring a magnifying glass . . .
Track Name: Understood
good light over the seagulls roll for the
nighttime cry shine n go for the gopher
my eyes roll beside u i notice the way u
resign to the bathrom to receive a phone call
n u return w carrot soup in a plastic bag
oh u returned w soup in a plastic bag
where is the # that i should reach u
i kno u u kno me u want to u should follow
understood (i want to be good) understood
understood (i want to be good) understood
i kno u u kno me u want to be lonely
i love u i kno u kno u want me to/o
is that understood . . . is that understood . . .
i kno u u kno me u want to be lonely
u hold the empire in yr arms
and i am good (i want to be good) is that understood
i was good cause i understood
theres a green light above the empire state line
u shine there (u meant to)
Track Name: WASAD II (full band version)
dont move yr mouth
it’s useless to talk
it’s useless to talk to a wall

n dont move yr legs
it’s useless to walk
it’s useless to walk if u fall

and when alls said n done
we hit n we run
we hit n we run away

when alls said n done
it’s really no fun
it’s realy no fun . . .

so dont move yr mouth
it’s useless to talk
it’s useless to talk thru the wall

n dont move yr legs
cause u cant seem to walk
no u cant walk if u fall

and when alls said n done
we hit n we run
we hit n we run away

when alls said n done
it’s really no fun
it’s realy no fun at all
Track Name: You Are Looking Old
I’m overwhelmed with emotion
I’m overwhelmed in D
I’ve got 500,000 things on my mind
Goin 500,000 speeds

The showerhead is beyond broken
The water’s freezin cold
I’m in my blanket on your bed
And you are lookin over at me

Yeah.
You See?
Yeah.

For two years I avoided you
I wonder why sometimes
I’m too ashamed to admit reasons
Stars were not aligned

I remember walkin round with my hands
Clenched in two tight fists
two years is two years too long to resist you
So why did I resist?

I’m on the brink of somethin
So you may listen in
I’m not insincere at all
They were all, they were all . . .

Kiddin when they told you
I had banished you from thought
I never could not think of you
To spare the shoes I bought

Remindin me of “Art Land”
With nobody at the bar
To watch you throw my clog upon the floor
Where dancers usually are

I’m on the brink of somethin
So you may listen in
I’m not insincere at all
They were all, they were only kidding!
Track Name: You Are My Love
you are my love
and i love my love
cause my love loves me
cause my love loves me

and my love loves me
cause my love can see
im the one that he
will be with for all of time

one day i’ll run run just to arrive at the conclusion
it’s love that lets us survive

then ill run run run
to the one one one
and we’ll smile so absurd
cause we know what we’ve begun
and what we have begun
is a song song song
with no music and no words
and absolutely nothing wrong

you are my love
and i love my love
cause my love loves me
cause my love loves me

yeah my love loves me
cause my love can see
im the one that he
will be with for all of time

one day im afraid i might find
ive nothin to say
cause words are hard to rhyme

but ill run run run
to the one one one
and we’ll smile so absurd
cause we know what we’ve become
and what we have become
is a song song song
with no music and no words
there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that
there’s nothing wrong with that
there’s nothing wrong with that
there’s nothing wrong with that